take a shot.

o⋅rig⋅i⋅nal [adj] - arising or proceeding independently of anything else: an original view of history

its almost 2010. none of us are original. the years of originality are far behind us and we dont even know exactly when it started. now, we recycle and reuse things that we have seen n call it our "own". we may add a little of our own character to it but it is still not new, innovative, or "original". we have to remember that it all started somewhere but not with us. it kind of bothers me that we are ok with this. we are ok with just following trends and doing what everyone else is doing. sometimes not being ourselves and trying to be who we see on tv or our peers. whether it is our style of dress, our attitudes, or the way we talk. how hard is it to be REAL and be who you really are? that to me will bring originality back because no one person is exactly like another. i too am a victim of following at times. we all are. now thats real.

the realist.

sleep together.

this past weekend Solange Knowles hosted a party/social/mixer in Houston. it was a "secret" party with a disco theme and upon entry you had to give a secret password which was "Rock, Paper, Scissors". she entered and went straight to the dj booth and played everything from DeAngelo, Lykke Li, Bone Thugs, Santigold, and Reggae. she snapped pictures of us with a Polaroid camera as she thanked us all for coming. there was no "plex" in the room. just everybody feeling good and enjoying themselves. the bar was serving all kinds of liquid courage. it was just a "feel-good" experience. it definately made me not want to go to regular clubs anymore. i have always wanted to go to a New York style party. she said another one will be coming soon..MAYBE she can make that happen on my birthday (December 27th)...thatd take life to the next level lol definately one of the most memorable days ever dooder.

ay girl when you gon let me.......?

what you think?
i got one thing on my mind at this point.

R I P LEE

i think the reason im not really tripping extra hard is because i KNOW he lived life to the fullest....this is why we have to LIVE while we are alive....juz dont go TOO far
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she take my money when im in need.

another discussion was brought to the plate about fulfilling our destiny in life. we mainly touched this subject with a career aspect. as plain as i can put it is..if you have wanted to be a graphic designer (for example) your whole life, if that is what makes you happy, and that is what you wont mind waking up for, for the rest of your life. PURSUE IT. dont be an engineer just because your good in math and you know you can make a great deal of money. would you rather be rich and hate going to work every morning? or would you want to do something you love and live comfortably? simply follow your heart. God will guide the both of you in the right direction. when your doing something you like, the money will come because you wont mind grinding for it. "im just sayin......"

fatherless boy.

i will definately be "in that thang". it will feature designs from our own Kiddy. definitely going to be something major.

food for thought.

a patna of mine and i was having a conversation about life the other night. the main topics were about being ambitious, following your heart, and how we are the only ones holding ourselves back. if you clear your mind and think about it. ITS JUST LIFE. im not sure if you will understand my meaning behind that but, its just life. we live to die. why not take risk (healthy risk) and LIVE while you are here? Nothing is stopping us but the person inside our skin. whether it be working out, following a career goal, or even asking someone for something. what is there to lose? we feel if you have a good relationship with God, he will definitely guide you in the right direction. so the next time your doing push ups WHY NOT do 10 more? WHY NOT move to NY to be a model? WHY NOT ask that bad lil braud for her number (lol)? your future will be unsuccessful if you arent successful at LIVING in the present. faith will bring you a long way.

you are so beautiful....to me.

hands down. one of the best movies of the year. i think it does something for girls that are in her position, people who are oblivious to situations like her's, and for people who look down upon girls like her. had me and my mom on the edge of our seats like we were watching a scary movie.

color me bad.

simply amazing....PERIOD.

(sings Jeezy walking away)
"ride til i die....lord knows i stay....."