Monday, December 21, 2009

brandy alexander.


when you have burdens that weigh a ton of torment, are you able to transfer this into an abundant life of happiness? depression is mental. everything is. your MENTAL is what is disturbed when hurt by certain things which causes you to come out different than the way you went in. the hardest part of it is remembering who you were before the damage was done. that is what links you back to being sane. back to being the "same". depression is a one-way focus on negativity. focusing on positive attributes about yourself is a way to surpass this mountain of tribulation. a depressed soul is a soul that is just striving for happiness but doesn't know exactly how to get there.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

burn after rolling.

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cant wait to have you in my arms. i dont know how to use you yet but we will make this thing work. i promise. cant wait to meet you shawty.

this will make my 19th bday complete
(dec. 27)

spiked inspiration.

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no lies. i didnt know if this one would be as good as the first. i didnt think anything could possibly top the first one actually. but i was wrong. "A Party Part II" is now the 2nd greatest party experience for me yet. there needs to be an environment like this open every weekend..but the overdose might not be a good thing. so now we will just wait til we get a tweet about Part III. this was Lesa's first time attending and it was everything i explained and everything she expected. every song Solange played enhanced the inspiration. she cussed the dance floor out n told everyone to get on the floor n explained how the party is for "real music lovers"..also to stop texting and tweeting n just enjoy the night. with that, we got down to the nitty-gritty of who belonged and the night excelled from there. herbal courage makes it unreal. i never knew how much i go in for Solange...